MASCULINE POWER
COME BACK TO YOUR POWER
A session for Men guided and supported by a woman. With tools from Sacred Body Awakening and Tantra, in a safe space with the sacredness of a ritual.
I support you on a journey back to your inner, deep masculine and to come back to your Power. With soft touches, harmonizing the heart chakra and the solar plexus we release the not needed layers, the non-self-identical residue to help you back to your deepest self.
During this session there is touch of the lingam also involved, we work with the sexual energy as the life force. In the process I hold space for you to observe nothing but yourself, to connect to yourself and to feel you inner power again, which we extend. In the meantime I help you to let go all the negative qualities and dated belief systems.
1,5 hours of focused attention and soft unconditional love to guide you back to your center and power.
Disclaimer: This is not a sexual service and the orgasm is not part of the process. Correlation is prohibited.
Due to the sensitive manner of this session, please contact me on the phone before booking.
2 hr
35,000 Hungarian forints
CLIENT FEEDBACK
Masculine Power – 3 occassion long process
“When I approached Judit, I had an idea - I thought that with the help of the lingam massage we would release the blocks in my abdomen, and so the sexual energy could finally start moving upwards. I hoped that this would relieve my anxieties and make me more liberated. Of course, nothing turned out as I had planned.
I arrived at the first appointment completely broken. My tears were already flowing during the conversation. I was completely exhausted that Judit had made me an altar with wildflowers picked especially for me. For me? I don’t deserve this - these and similar thoughts were my thoughts while I was sitting on the mattress and sobbing. - There was no chance here to work with the man inside me. First, we had to deal with another layer: the inner little boy, whom his mother did not protect - in fact, she hurt him. We started to heal this wound, in Judit’s arms.
As a child, I learned how to avoid feelings, which were often painful, this time I learned the opposite - that I am able to feel - even when it hurts. To allow feelings, not to run away from them.
This first time, sexuality, love, joy, guilt and shame were mixed in me. Although I originally wanted to work with my sexuality - how to truly experience it - this inner child had to calm down first. It needed a motherly embrace, security. Only then could I move on.
At the end of the session, I clung to Judit's naked body and tried to "hide" back in the womb to be safe again. Then I slowly calmed down in this pure embrace.
I arrived at the second session much more balanced. I was curious where the road would take me next. Since the first time was more about avoiding feelings, Judit suggested that the central theme for this occasion be opening the heart.
And indeed – although the childhood patterns, the confusion of love and sexuality were still present, they no longer dominated the space. What came to the fore was how much my sense of joy was being held back by the block in my belly. It was as if everything was stuck down there. Sexual pleasure also remained more of a physical pleasure than a real, deeper connection. Of course, this is partly due to the fact that I am not in a relationship – but it is also true that until I am ready for feelings, nothing deeper could develop.
Lately I have only been able to experience superficial pleasures – and this was true not only for sexuality, but for my whole life. Judit helped me a lot with the lingam massage and guided me with a subtle touch, not just to chase sexual pleasure, but to try to experience it with all my heart, and now, when I managed to feel for a moment what it is like when my heart is also involved in the experience, I understood that this is what gives real content. This makes a connection truly deep and sincere.
A lot of things came to mind on this occasion too – everything was so physical that it would be difficult to recall everything exactly. Now it feels good that these are just built into me, I don’t want to decipher them in my head. Perhaps my most important realization is related to the feeling of defiance. I realized that this was my survival strategy as a child. That way, it didn’t hurt so much when I was hurt. My inner voice seemed to say, “Just be patient, I don’t give a damn, it doesn’t hurt.” This attitude stayed with me as an adult. And now I understand why things couldn’t really go deep inside me: why money came and went so easily, why I didn’t really take on any of my jobs. If I take a stand against something, if I just “fuck it,” then I don’t have to feel it. Then it doesn’t hurt.
This is what I am working on every day now: to be able to exist with an open heart, letting the world in. It is not easy, but it feels much freer. I feel like I am breathing deeper. As if I am finally really taking a breath.
By the third time, I was already collected and in a more organized inner state – especially compared to the first time. I felt like things were starting to come together inside me. I saw more clearly that defiance was my weapon against pain. But now I was working on daring to live what hurts. Because in the end, that is all that matters.
This time surprised me. Something happened that I did not expect: I was able to let go of the resistance. This resistance was always there in me, like a last straw that I could hold on to if the feelings were too much or if I was afraid that I would be hurt again. My other weapon is the state of vulnerability – when I let anything be done to me, and I watch from the outside, as if it wasn’t happening to me. This is also a survival strategy – so you don’t have to feel anything. But somehow this didn’t appear either. I was there all the time, present. Deeper and deeper. I didn’t run away. I didn’t want anything. I just accepted what came. And then the feeling of gratitude appeared.
This feeling comes very rarely – but now it was really there. I was grateful that I could have such a special life. That I could experience these touches. That I could be happy. That I could experience pleasure – or whatever else was appearing. Because there was no attachment in me. There was no effort. Just presence, reception and acceptance.
Judit gently guided me through this process with touches, always sensing what I needed, listening, allowing me to descend deeper and deeper.
Anyone who has lived for decades in tense attachment, control, and defiance is terribly exhausted. By the end of the session, I had completely let it go. On the way home, I sat down to eat something, then when I got home, I went to bed and slept for four hours straight. Then another twelve. Then another four… My body and soul were finally able to rest.
Since then, I have focused on one thing: to experience the feeling I am currently having – whatever it may be. I don’t want a different feeling, I don’t want to suppress it or change it, I just want to experience it as much as I can, bravely, in presence.
I am grateful to Judit for this journey! Everything happened exactly as it should – in its own time, in its own rhythm. Thank you!”
Tamás
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